alphonse-momiji

I have had many thoughts at midnight and i've always wanted to write them down for myself so here we go. I was thinking of the wonderful times i've had in the past and how i miss them. Im afraid of driving i'm not in the best physical state and i'm a little lazy but i want to try other things i want to be happy but i always feel empty. i don't know how I can fill this emptiness but i want to try somehow i want to write stories but i've been shot down by so many wanna be friends and family members. I want to change but i can't in my own way i feel suffocated by the ideals of family and friends to just move into the way they want me to and its